I
can’t feel the pain anymore
The
monster is no more
But
the trauma is in yet
His
cold grip of iron squeezes
Tears
cascade down my visage
I’m
sad beyond salvage
Destroyed
Worn
out
I
saw him
He
winked
I
squeaked
As
he shortened the distance
I
suffered to elongate it
I
turned,
Ran….
skipped puddles in the rain
But
when I turned,
His
yellow tainted canines
Black
with rot at the gums
Were
right behind me
The
grin spelt death
As
he let out a cold breath
I
shuddered at his mere sight
I
froze as his hand rose
He
grabbed me
Wrestled
me to the ground
And
there I lay before him
His
unsated hunger
Dangerous
lust
And
deep-rooted libido
Etching
dangerously in his eyes
His
touch as cold as ice
Like
the crawls of a thousand mice
Then
came the pain so excruciating
The
unbearable torture
His
was no excursion
Only
lust that was poison
Naked
Stranded
Branded
and paraded
Rendered
valueless
Useless
Helpless!
I
still feel the pain
Too
painful to measure
My
priceless body tortured
Humiliated
and dismantled
For
his pleasure
All
for his gain
I
can’t find the innocence
In
my dreams I feel his presence
Was
it of any essence?
I see my blood
As
it flowed
The
tears fell
My
cries hitting solid wall
And
now-
Now
to love I must
This
destroyed body
Still
shaken
No
hope
Yet
he is all over
Free
as a bird
While
I am caged
In
the memory of his injustice
I’m
to nothing
I
live because I survived
I
speak because I exist
