Being An Artist by Mgcini Nyoni
I perform with broken ribs caught up in a sugar stampede Bruised by baton sticks stomped by booted feet A running nose remnants of teargas in my nasal passages I stand on shaky feet having walked into town A crowded bus for the return journey Buttocks of someone's wife against my groin I stand dizzy A packet of maputi for lunch The water is dirty I have diarrhoea I stink Have learnt to bath with a liter of water The smell of smoke Cooking with a thorny bush fire I stand here and talk about it I will be accused of being an imperialist stooge I need a bulletproof vest They will graduate from baton sticks to guns. After I am gone I won't rest they will set up roadblocks Harass the mourners And ask ‘where is the police clearance ?’ Previously published in the anthology FIRE IN THE SOUL: 100 poems for human rights by New Internationalist and Amnesty International.