I Hold My Thoughts by Selliville

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I hold my thoughts to myself,

What use will it be for me to say what I think?

When you close your ears 

That you don’t hear what I say.

No, no you don’t close them,

 But you pretend not to hear,

You pretend that all I say don’t make no sense!

So I hold my thoughts.

I hold my thoughts to myself,

But one day, one day I will break down,

Cry? No not cry, no! I have cried enough.

But I will break down and talk.

Talk of all that you put me through

Talk of all that I blinded myself to

Well there I don’t blame you, that was a choice I made.

But for now I hold my thoughts.

I hold my thoughts to myself,

 You have too much pride trapped inside you.

Change, change they say is inevitable

But to expect change from you;

Is like expecting the sun to rise from the west.

Am I now voicing them? You be the judge.

Still I hold my thoughts.